Have you ever been me?...

Who do you think you are?

Asking me to stay inside

When tears and wounds knocking your heart

When suddenly  darkness come in to your life

Then,

Where have you been? when the life changing so flowerfull for you

With fresh air in your breath, where do you put me at that time? in which corner of your heart I stay actually? You kicked me out!

Don’t you know, I was happy knowing you’re okay. With or even without me.

But… 

have you ever been me?...

I was happy when you’re back with a new promise, but it was uncomplete infact

You’re still  hanging around with your unfinished war, and asking me to water the fire.

Don’t you know it was hurt? … have you ever been me?

Again_my favorite song especially when I need spirit to stand up from pain_
 Performed by my favorite female singer, Mariah Carey.

Through The Rain

                              source : http://www.rollingstone.com/music/artists/mariah-carey




When you are caught in the rain
With nowere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pai, without anyone and you keep crying out
to be saved, but noboty comes
and you feel so far away

That you just can't find your way home
you can get there alone
it's okay
What you say is


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows
As shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say I

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes, you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain.

"Little Wonders" --One of my favorite song--, love it!

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain


After listening this song, then I'll say : no more cry for the blue day!

Can't sleep tonight

Can't sleep tonight...
Really it makes me little bit different
So difficult to describe "Why?" or "How come?"

Can't sleep tonight...
Besides yesterday I completed my life on 8 p.m with the fever
Just like sleeping baby, with no bad dream or disturbance

Can't sleep tonight...
Coz it was not me, but... tonight my head is wandering in real world, whereas my body need some rest.
So Hard to answer the word "Why?" or "How come?"

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really so sleepy, oh please my brain, please  let's conciliate and sleep well! (Should I shout to make you stop awake?)

oh brain, let's sing our favorite song :

No more cry
Just show your sweet smile
Then open new door
May Allah Bless!